Broken pieces

People's lives are falling apart at the seams. Friends who I love are slowly dying inside and the light in their eyes is fading. The cheer in their tone no longer is guinuine. I'm grieving over what once was and the state that people are in right now. I hate change. I really do. I mean, I say that I like it because it makes life interesting but the truth is I hate relational change. I hate that I can't call the same people up and pour my heart out to them and that they have fear and doubt and pain. I hate that I can't do anything about it or rather that I know I shouldn't, that I need to allow God to heal them. I need Jesus. We need Jesus. My heart crys out in prayer for these people I love whose lives are not what they used to be. Maybe that's okay. Maybe that's God's will right now. We need Jesus, that's all we need.