Bittersweet

Do you ever have those days where everything is just sad. The smells, the people, the music, everything feels bitterweet...like your leaving home. That's how today feels. I feel like today is a day of lasts. Last time I walk through the children's wing at my church and smell that lovely animal cracker/playdough/plastic toy/old carpet smell. Sure, gross but so many memories with that smell. Even though I know it's not my last time hanging out with certain people and not the last time I walk through the halls of Grace Community, there is something...bittersweet about everything, like I know that it's coming to a close...and that makes me sad. I'm SO excited about this summer and about college and work and such next year but I'm sad that I can't go to summer camp again and that people are going off to foreign countries and college and moving on. I havn't cried yet, but I have a feeling that it'll happen soon. :)