Good-Morning Beautiful One

Beautiful One,

What a lovely morning. It's so beautiful outside. I love Cherry Bloosom Trees, I love shaking them and letting all the petals fall around me and on me...it feels like my wedding day. :)
So I'm under attack...yep, it's for sure. A spiritual attack. Teach me how to use your armor Lord Jesus (WHO HAS THE AUTHORITY HERE!) because a spirit of doubt and unbelief is clouding my vision of you. It is separating my fellowship with you...praise you Lord Jesus that it doesn't separate me from your presence or your love...just the feeling of those things (which feels almost worst!). I've firmly decided to fight...I'm reading through Romans right now, I pray that you show me more of you through this reading and I'm placing my hope and faith and trust in you...blindly! I love you Lord, oh how I desire to love you more.
I'm worried about my friends; a few specifically. I see the path they are choosing to take and it grieves me so much to see them doing that because I know it's not your will...or do you have a mysterious plan through it all? Well, either way, I'm learning that it's not my job to control that...but am I suppose to lead them back to the right path? Or just give them directions and not be responsible for the outcome. I need to know what to do...and I desparatly need the strength to do so. My faith is failing me now Lord Jesus...please forgive me for this sin...thank you SO much for your patience, and for your blood! I'm scared for him Lord...please show me the truth...I need you every more strongly this hour.

Your Daughter,

Whitney